06 December, 2009

December is supposed to be a good month, a month that i always look forward to. Why is it like this? :'(

On a random note, I miss my legs.

http://www.llcheongskin.com/eng/mc_eczema.htm

Time will tide all

It is indeed a big obstacle for us to overcome everything. Things just really don't go my way in such situation like this.
Here I am back at my workplace now, I came all the way from home just to use the laptop in the office. I don't have a laptop at home. I don't blame you for acting this way, changing away your profile picture etc. though it really hurts. I totally understand how you feel. But it is all a misunderstanding. Really. Angie screwed up my blog by accident thus the photos and everything is reverted to nothing. Here I am wanting you to be back so badly, why in the world would I delete our stuffs? Or anything that has traces of you? That's the last thing I'd ever do. Why must this happen at such a time like this? Its hard to gain back your trust I know. (People don't assume that I did anything unfaithful to him if you don't know anything because I did not) Small things like I'm doing now may be insignificant, or maybe you people may think I'm some loser or looney being so love crazy or whatsoever. So what? I will do anything. I will fight for what is worth and I will fight till the end.

I'm hanging on, are you?

To Angie,
I don't blame you, no one wanted this to happen. I hope you understand how I am feeling with so many stuffs going on.... I'm sorry if I was harsh on you earlier on. Sorry.

I miss you.